BDSM and Hypnosis

Sir has been experimenting with hypnotising me. He can hypnotise me into feeling as though I have my collar on (I can feel it around my neck), that my wrists or ankles are bound, and he can put me into a trance.

When we last went out to dinner, I came out of a trance and he told me that I orgasmed in the restaurant. I have no recollection of this.

It's both extremely arousing and totally fascinating.

I have long been interested in hypnosis. I had my first child under the influence of hypnosis for pain relief and whilst it wasn't totally successful, it did last for 26 hours. After that point I was just so tired I gave in. But lasting more than a day was pretty good, in my opinion.

I even did the first part of a Clinical Hypnosis qualification, but the training involved working with patients and I found I didn't have the patience or empathy to work with people that couldn't sort out their own shit - I would never make a good counsellor!

I self-hypnotise myself a lot too. I meditate and chant, and was always the dreamy kid looking out the window; vision locked onto a cloud or tree moving in the breeze and sometimes quite unable to get myself out of it for minutes at a time.

Unfortunately, I do find that there are sometimes side effects. If Sir doesn't take care he can leave me with my head very fuzzy and fuddled, although I think we are on to that now. The fact that he could practise invisible bondage with me in public is also a bit scary. He demonstrated this by binding my wrists to a pub table last week, and I couldn't move then until he released me. I do trust him, in fact I don't think I would relax enough to enable him to hypnotise me so deeply if I didn't. But realising that he has more control over me than I might perhaps think is bemusing at times.

I would quite like to hypnotise him but I'm not sure how he'd take it. He might think that it smacks of switching, which is something he's definitely not up for. I am not interested in trying to bind him, or anything like that. Instead I'd quite like to take him on a relaxing hypnotic journey as a little gift from me...but we shall see.